Welcome to The Long Night

Walk with me as I find therapy in writing my feelings. You may learn a thing or two about the (un)reasonable nature of living with Major Depressive Disorder.

Let's see

I've noticed, recently more than ever before... That I am always the one reaching out to people first.. the initiator.

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A simple question

With G coming in a few days.... N asked me if I could vacate the house for a weekend... She called it my "free weekend."

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Done!

Something triggered in me. I think it was something at work... I got thrown in the meat grinder and came out ok.

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And... The crash

Day was going ok. Got on top of a ton of work things.. was going to Costco to get Eve her nuggets and some popcorn.

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About me

I am over 40

I am technically married

I have a young daughter at home

I have lived with Major Depressive Disorder since my late teens

I find solace in writing down my thoughts/feelings, especially when the darkness begins to overtake me

My writing won't be colorful and happy usually, but it will be real