A new week, new beginning, new me?
Oh how I wish
Yes, new week... So many problems to deal with. Constantly having to reorder their importance in my head.
Have a guest coming a week from today, Eve's grandfather, my father-in-law.... We shall call him G.
G is a decent guy, but like most grandparents loves to spoil his grandchildren and give them whatever they want. I am just worried he will destroy the semblance of structure I have worked very hard to create for Eve.
Plus he cleans, which is fine.... But if the house isn't in order before he arrives then N will blame me for expecting G to do everything. Again, I don't matter.
Work is going to be busy, which is fine, makes the time go faster!
I'm at an impass with my internal darkness. My doc changed meds a couple weeks ago, I can tell, I take a "mood stabilizer" and the dosage was upped. I feel a bit more in control... I can shut the box in my head that holds all those feelings, push them down, move forward, cope, deal.
It's not great, it's not bad either..... It just is.
A step in right direction I suppose.
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