Depression is so hard! No one can talk about it without being judged. Without being accused of attention seeking. Without being labeled as weak or a miserable person. You can’t say I’m still holding on but want to give up. Or that I’m exhausted from constantly fighting. You can’t say how YOU REALLY FEEL without people jumping right to ”she’s close to ending it. She’s a mess. She needs to be hospitalized etc etc.” I am capable of fighting obviously because I have been. I can witness my negative thoughts but I’m just so sick of having them altogether. I feel like no one understands. If I could make it all stop I would. I have tried everything. I am constantly in information overload from researching how to help myself. What can be done to better my situation. I just feel like I can’t fight anymore. Does that make me weak and miserable?
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